glamourous demeanour

Saturday, January 20 08:49

aye;
been job-hunting with chokky and fiona. (:
but so far; we're still JOBLESS. ):
hahah. ohwell.

ohmy. this cannot carry on any longer. =\
i dunno if haagen dazz wants me. =\
BAHH. ohwell. (:

& so; he's found himself a job. (:
he's going into NUM. (:

but that place is damn funny.
his interview has questions like;

SHOULD COWS WEAR BRA?!
hurhurh. (:

hahah. ohwell.
but that also means;
more time off our alr pathetic time together. =\

ohwell.
we promised we'll make time for each other. (:
[but he is freaking working FULL-TIME.]
BAHH. okayy.

i'm feeling random happiness now. (:
i dunno why either. =\
he says this is bad; i'm going crazy.
you know what love; i tink so too. =\

i'm keeping sane.

but fuck.
the more i tink abt it; the angrier i am.
so what if she fucking began to cut rubber trees at five in the morning and had helped to run the household when she was my age; its none of my business what. that was your fucking generation, MADAM. fuck. go dream your dream that i will give in to you. fancy me saying youre stupid then give you one tight slap when you fucking din even know what you did wrong? can you not help but feel hurt? OH, thanks for everything, MUM.